on my own

I feel like I haven't written in a while... maybe it's because I haven't. Well I figured it's time for me to get back to it. It really does help me out. I feel like I can process stuff so much better when I write it out. I also just like the idea of keeping my thoughts somewhere. I want to look back and read about how my life has changed. So this excites me. This blogger thing.

So, I guess I should write about my day. Today was a good day. Mostly. I got up and hung out with my nephew Rilo. He is so darn cute. I mean he could cute me to death... if that was possible. He makes me laugh a lot. After that I went back to sleep a little more. Oh the joys of being jobless. Then I got up again. I had to clean a little. Then I decided to go out. So I needed to apply for some jobs. I applied for like two... then got distracted. It was nice being on my own today. I went to Green Hills and went to Anthropologie and Whole Foods. I swear going to those places reminds me of a life that I don't have. Oh, and the money that I don't have too. Then I went back to my comfort, Cool Springs, and went to a couple places. It was a nice time. Highly enjoyable.

While I was driving today, I looked down at my hands. I realized I have woman hands. They aren't pudgy anymore or look kid like. Honestly it kind of freaked me out. Whoa.

Also, my mom wants me to be a flight attendant. My dad wants me to work at Kohls. I just want to do what I want. Only I have no idea what that is. Hopefully I will figure that out. We'll see.

lovejess