ramblings

This is what i call "mind ramblings"-

I want to be a better human. Someone who breaths life into others. Someone who is so full if life I burst at the seams. This is not a enthusiastic life that i am talking about, although its good to be overly excited about things sometimes. It is a life that inspires other to live. To search for meaning. I want for people to know they have purpose, they have reason. I want no more empty shells floating through life without thought or measure. I want humanity to be awake. Alive. I want people to feel that burning sensation in their heart. I want them to know the love I know. I want to journey with them. I want to connect them to their creator. I want them to know the deep desperation of being lonely, but find that God will get them through. there is god who is redeeming us. A god that is in love with us.

Humanity is a beautiful and wretched thing all at once. One day you will notice someone helping their neighbor. The next day they will be shooting their enemies. In these things we find hope and despair. We find love and hate. We find peace and war. Though its hard to see, God is in the midst of all of it. We wonder when it will end or actually begin. We are in it. We are living. Now we must make the most of it. We must stop drowning our reality out with noise. we must see this life as a chance to be the best human possible.

When I see humanity I see hope. I see a world that could be. We have a chance to make it great...or to live trying.

I am tried of the norm. The routine. I feel like a robot sometimes. Only when I step into my purpose do I feel truly alive. My purpose is to breath life into others. To give them a chance at a great life.

I am called not as a Christian but as a member of humanity to do this.

I struggle. I get lazy. We all do.

The least I could do is try.

In the words of Bob Marley- "Light up the darkness"

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